Schedule Maintained ??? For Whome ?

Definitely, truely, whole heartedly, i have never ever maintained a schedule for my little bumble bee. But she has a schedule for Mommy ....

• I can brush only if she wants me to...
• I can cook only when she lets me to..
• I can have a bath only when she wants me to...probably EOD.. :((

ha ha ...the list is endless...

My sweet lil chillu baby is now 11 months and yup ...must say, she has got teeth protruding out ...now chillu baby has got totally 4 ... 2 on top and 2 below .. yet another milestone in her growth.. .Well, there is nothing exciting about babies having teeth ... but, its just that seeing each and every small detailed growth ...makes me get excited... I become little exuberant ...:))

Precious Tears II

With regard to my previous post, no offense meant to any of the men. Those were mere inklings which definitely one day of the other would come and go in each and every parents mind at some point in life.. It probably hit our minds pretty early i guess.

But thinking of it in a different way, i.e., thinking in a positive way, that - 'we are going to have a son too a few years from now gives a good feeling. That is what my parents and parents in law did and that is what all parents should do.

Precious Tears are after all for a good reason. And there is no harm in shedding your precious tears for your bumble bees precious life !!! After all it s her happiness thats going to continue life long. So thinking of all the happiness and joy involved ....precious tears are now Happy Tears!!!

Precious Tears...

Havent blogged abt my sweet chillu baby for quite some time ...so i thought i would ...

So howz Chillu baby these days ?


She s doing great !!!


She walks, runs, and even eats all by her self... Does nt want to be fed anymore. " Mommy, dont feed me. Im a Big Girl now " is the expression i get nowadays.. :( Though im a lil happy at the corner of my heart now.. a thought keeps wandering around my mind, as to ~" i can cuddle, feed, adorn, bath, dress etc, my baby only for a few more yrs' . After that, will i be hearing " Mommy, dont touch me, Im a grown up and i can do things my self " from my baby ??? :((( ...


I also keep thinking, as a mother, i make sure she gets the best out of even the smallest of smallest things in the whole world...Of course every mother would think in the same way. And now that she has started calling us " Ma " "Pa" , and plays " Hide n Seek ", " laughs " , " winks " etc , our love for her has increased in infinite measure... Her activities are very cute and hilarious and anybody wowuld instantly fall in love with this sweet chillu baby..



But, some day, we have to let go our daughter to some stranger we dont know or heard of at all ?????? !!!! This is insane and ridiculous .... I cant let goo ..neither can my husband. It so happened , yesterday my hubby said to me " Today i dont feel that good, some thoughts are flashing all over my mind that Some day we have to be away from our daughter... " . And "What a co-incidence!!!" i said.. Coz i was thinking of the same for quite some time ....



How can a stranger come in all of a sudden from on where, just to marry our daughter and seperate her from us ??? Thats the day i wish would hope never ever come by... And in the way time flys by, makes me want to use a "Time turner " and let her remain with us in the same way !!!

But i know... this cant happen. Time does fly in light's speed and she seems to be growing in twice the light's speed .. and now tears are rolling past my cheeks ..:(



I wonder how my parents felt, when they let me go ??? I know they would have had immense pain in their hearts .. I saw my parents cry the day i got married. And that was the first time i saw my father ( my hero ) cry !!!



And yes, it would be the same, years from now for us both too... And i am still now able to believe im going to be in the same position my mother was, a few years later. Anyways, "there are lot more happy moments and good cherishable moments to come which we need to focus on now then to keep worrying about something in the future" is how i convince my self .... I guess, every parent, including myself should just learn or try to get used to god's plan and live our lives!!!


I had no intention to shed my tears before i started writing this blog ... But towards the end, i am ....... and so i updated the title accordingly..
Love you mom. Love you dad ...

To be continued...

Baby TV

Well....wanted to share with you all a very cute and innocent video which myself and chillubaby enjoy watching the most. "Jooo jooo ma...bapikemiya jo jo . in baby tv babi kemiya jojo ...."Hmmm...trying to guess what language this is ??????? ha ha .....Its Baby language !!!Chooo Cute ..isnt it !!! The video paints its own picture. Watch and enjoy!! Jo jo yeshima baby tv jo jo yabichima bla bla blah...:)

So cute...so babyish...so cherishable...so intelligent, so so so .....and so on ....

Jojo yochiyamoriya baby jo jo itakiya meso jo jo jo jo ....ha ha